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SCHOOL LIFE
IN PARIS
A Series of Letters from Blanche, aged
seventeen, who has just been sent to a
Paris finishing School, to her cousin
Ethel, in England, with whom she had
formerly been at School.
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NEW YORK MDCCCXCVIX
LETTER t
My dearest Ethel,
t promised to write and tell you all about
my new school life here, and having now
-had ten days of it, I can give you a very fair
idea of what it is like. To begin with, it is
about as unlike Mrs. Walker's establish-
ment as anything you can possibly imagine.
There, if you remember, we were kept
grinding all day long at History and
Geography, and dry things of that kind;
and, with the exception of the fact that she
always saw to it that our stays were tightly-
laced, because mamma insisted on it, we
were taught not to think about our clothes^
and we certainly never got the chance of
being dressed in any but tlie very dawdiest
style. It makes me quite shudder now to
look back upon the awful shapeless gar-
ments, the ideous cotton gloves, and the
low-heeled, broad-toed boots which we
used to wear, when we were under her.
The head-mistress heref or ct Madame,''
as we have to Call her, is a tall handsome
woman, of about thirty, exquisitely dressed
in the very height of fashion, and in such a
way as to show off to the very best ad-
vantage her really magnificent figure.
When I was first introduced to her, I was
quite over-awed by her grandeur; while
she on the hand was, I think, horrified at
my ill-fitting and unfashionable clothes.
When however she learnt that Mamma was
willing that she should spend upon my
clothes any amount of money that she
thought proper, she immediately carried me
off, to have me fitted out in the latest
Parisian style.
Our first visit was to the corsetiere, which
revealed the fact that, in spite of my ill-
fitting clothes, the waist beneath ,them had
been carefully laced-in, ever since I was teh
!years old, so that I was easily able to wear
the smallest and longest-waisted pair of
corsets that the corsetiere had in stock. This
I found caused the greatest delight to
Madame who takes a special pride in hav-
ing all her pupils as small-waisted and as
tightly-corsetted as herself. She accord-
ingly ordered a pair with a considerably
smaller waist measurement to be specially
made for me, assuring me that, after a little
training, my figure would easily bear the
constraint, while she pointed out that all the
other girls in the school would be mad with
•envy, as, in spite of their enthusiastic
efforts, none of them could hope to attain
to such a tiny waist for a long time to
come.
We next bought a supply of exquisite
under-linen and night dresses, the trying-
on of which caused Madame still further to
compliment me on the tine development of
my bust and hips. The point over which
she seemed in despair was my feet, which
were still shod in the large square-toed
English boots that I had worn ait Mrs,
Walker's. When however these and my
thick woollen stockings had been removed,
and the latter replaced by dainty black
cobwebs of open-worked silk, it became
apparent that my feet were not so very
large after all, and to my own astonish-
ment as well as hers, a very small pair of
patent-leather shoes, with the tiniest pointed
toes and three-inch heels, which had excited
my warmest admiration on first entering
the shop, were slipped on my feet and
buttoned Jyy the skilled chausseur without
the slightest difficulty
When she finally took me back, with my
hair frizzed and curled in the latest style,
by a firstrate coiffeur, and surmounted by a
fashionable picture-hat with a suitable vei}t
my figure displayed by a smart gown that
made the most of every curve and undula-
tion, my hands encased in lavender gloves?
sewn with black, of the most exquisitely
soft kid, and my feet in the, fairy-like
shoes that I have already described, I
simply did not recognise myself, when I first
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confronted the immense looking-glass,
reaching to the ground, which I found one
of the most conspicuous objects in my large
and luxurious bedroom.
" As you are so much older than most of
the new girls who come to me,'' Madame
explained, u I am treating you as a senior
pupil, and have given you a bed-room on
the upper floor, where the five other senior
and more grown-up girls sleep." This did
not convey very much to me at the time,
but I found out afterwards that it meant a
good deal.
There are fifteen girls in the school, and
I soon found out that among the elder ones
the chief object of each was to out-do the
rest in smartness of appearance—a form of
competition which was warmly encouraged
by Madame, and which came to a head
particularly on sunday morning when we
turned out ready dressed for Church.
Thanks to the excellent taste displayed by
Madame in selecting my clothes, and thanks
also to the skill of the maid who was
assigned to me to dress me and do my hair,
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I Was enabled to turn out as well coiffee,
gantee, thaussee and corsetee, as the smartest
of them; in fact I was soon given to under-
stand that I was considered the most
fashionable looking of them all, and for this
reason I was allowed the privilege of walk-
ing with Madame, whose splendour on
Sunday morning was exquisite, without
being in any way loud or in bad taste.
As we took our seats in Church I per-
ceived that the eyes of every man in the
place were fixed upon us, and it was very
evident that the effect of our smart hats and
gowns and dainty light kid gloves was not
by any means thrown away.
On Sunday afternoon we went out for a
Walk, and again attracted a good deal of
attention, which evidently gratified Ma-
dame's vanity; but for my part I was more
occupied in looking at the wonderful cos-
tumes worn by the lady-bicyclists. Many
of the so-called knickerbocker-costumes are
so tight as to be nothing more nor less than
ct tights," and are worn in such a way as
would be called positively indecent in
England, a"s the ladies have no corsets
underneath them, but ware only a belt*
Here, however, especially those with full
voluptuous figures, seem to think nothing
of displaying them in this very open and
suggestive manner and I observed that
Madame was literally feasting her eyes on
some of the very tight "culottes," especially
when the hips and legs were of an extra-
voluptuous and appetizing kind.
One of the girls told me that the reason
why bicycling is so fashionable among
women just now, is that they have only
recently found out that the front point of the
saddle makes you feel awfully naughty as
your legs work on each side of it. I could
not make out what she meant at the time^
but I do now, as you will understand later
on;
In the evening, after dinner, the five
senior girls asked if they might go to bed
early, as they were rather tired—a permis-
sion which Madame readily granted, with a
smile, and suggested to me that I had better
go too. When I. had been in my room a
little while, all the five girls came crowding
in, which I knew was contrary to rules;
but they evidently had something on hand,
so I said nothing. After a few remarks
which I did not understand, one of the girls
said to me " Have you ever heard of
Lesbos? "
I replied that I had not.
" Well " she said " we five are the
" Lesbian Society,'* and as you are on this
floor we want you to join."
Having expressed my willingness, they
told me to undress, and that they would
return in a quarter-of-an-hour to proceed to
my initiation. When they came back—this
time in their dressing gowns—I was already
in bed, in my chemise de nuit.
They came into the room very quietly and
locked the door; then one of them said :
4t We are now going to initiate you into the
mysteries of Lesbos." As she said this
they all threw off their dressing-gowns, and
I then saw, to my great astonishment, that
they had divested themselves previously of
everything else, so that they were now in a
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perfectly nude condition. Approaching me,
they pulled back the bed-clothes to the foot
of the bed, so that I lay exposed, with
nothing on but my night-dress. Then they
began very gently to remove this also, and I
let them do wondering what would happen
next, so that presently 1 was lying myself
stark-naked on the bed.
When they saw me in this state, they all
gazed upon me with such eager eyes that I
felt almost as much shame as 1 should have
done if they had been men and felt myself
blushing violently all over, as they proceeded
to discuss my appearance in what I must
admit were very flattering terms.
" What splendid round plump breasts I "
said one.
" Her ventre is like a hill of polished
marble! " remarked another, while others
added :
" Did you ever see such big voluptuous
thighs? '
" Ah! " but look at the u pussie " in be-
tween them! "
kt What an exquisite coral-tinted " cunnieV'
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with its plump sensuous lips and soft curl-
ing fringe of silky hair!
As they said this I felt my legs gently
pulled apart, and I thought it best to submit,
the more so as I was now rather curious to
see what they would do. After they had
succeeded in opening them, two of the girls,
coming one on each side of the bed, bent
over me and began to kiss the points of my
ct tiddies," which stood up under the clever
workings of their tongues, and they did it
in such a way as to soon send a voluptuous
thrill all over my body. Two more of
them, now, placed their hands under my
back, and with practised fingers proceeded
to tickle my spine, thereby augmenting the
pleasure caused by the kissing of my
tiddies.
All the time this was going on, the re-
maining girl, named Bertha the eldest of
us all, being eighteen, and having a
splendidly developed figure—was keeping
her eyes fixed longingly upon my pussie,
which seemed to feel the intense force of
her eager gaze.
Suddenly she flung herself upon the foot
of the bed, and forcing my legs still further
apart, she thrust her head down between .
them, and in another instant I felt her long
and ardent tongue, forcing its way between
the throbbing lips of my excited u cunnie,'*
tickling the top of the entrance to it with
steady friction, and from time to timq
exploring its inmost recesses, so as to
stimulate every organ of it to the highest
enjoyment of sensual pleasure.
The sensation which this caused me was
so heavenly that it is impossible for me to
describe; but I found a little later that there
was an even greater intensity of pleasure to
come.
As soon as she could feel that all the
nerves in my ct cunt " were fully aroused
and excited, she made a sign to the other
girls, who immediately quickened the action
of their tongues upon my tiddies, and of
their fingers upon my spine, while she
somehow managed to slip inside my pussie
one of her fingers, with which she began
to irritate it by rubbing the upper part of
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the inside of it with as much speed and
energy as she could, thereby leaving her
tongue free to act continuously on a small
spot on the top of the entrance to my
u cunnie" where it caused me a most
delicious sensation.
With all these agencies at work, the
thrill of pleasure, which was throbbing
through every part of my body, became
more and more intense, until at last I could
scarcely bear it and was gnawing with my
teeth my cambric handkerchief, when some-
thing, that the other girls called the liquor
pf love, escaped from my '^cunnie " and I
seemed to die away in a swoon of volup-
tuous enjoyment.
When I came to myself the girls were all
gathered round me on the bed, some of
them kissing me, and all congratulating me
on the way in which I had gone through
my initiation, for they declared that, while
ij was going on, the lasciviousness of my
movements and the voluptuous contorsions
pf my body had clearly shown what an
j»tensity of pleasure I was experiencing,
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thereby proving that I was specially endow-
ed by nature for appreciating the vicious
enjoyment of sensuality.
I certainly never had had any idea of the
lovely sensations I had just experienced and
I thanked them warmly for the exquisite
pleasure they had given me. I then kissed
every one of the girls and begged of them
to be allowed to do to one of them what
Bertha had done to me; so they certainly
found in me, as they had hoped, an ardent
disciple of " Lesbianism " and before we
parted for the night we had all six been
swooning away in the madness of pleasure,
each having done for another, with tongue
and finger, what the eldest had previously
done for me.
I am sure you must be very surprised
with all I am writing to you and with the
naughty words I have been using now and
again; but, dear, as you are my best friend,
I think 1 ought to tell you all what happens
to me, the more so as I am anxious that
you should know all about it as I want on
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the first occasion, to give you the same
pleasures as I have experienced, and how
could I describe what is taking place here
without using the words I do and which I
have learned since I am here, they, and
many others even more naughty, being
used by the girls in their daily intercourse.
Do you remember, dear, how in the old
times you and I used to get into bed naked
together and how the contact of our nude
bodies seemed to give us rather a pleasing
thrill of naughtiness; but if I had only
known then what I have learnt now, what a
perfectly lovely time we might have had
together!
Never mind, dearest. When I come back
for the holiday I will soon teach you what
a skilful tongue and finger can do; and I
expect that by that time I shall be a real
expert, as the Lesbian Club have their
meetings in one another's rooms every
Sunday night, and I intend to practise as
much as possible.
If you have never tried, you can have no
idea what a perfectly heavenly feeling these
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different kinds of tickling in one's "cunnie"
produce; it makes one feel as if all the time
that one has been ignorant of this pleasure
has • been simply wasted ; however, I am
told, by one of the girls, that the older you
are before you begin it, the better it is for
your health, and the more intense the
pleasure is, when it does come.
I my next letter I will tell you about the
work we do, and how we spend our day,
and also describe the next meeting of the
"Lesbians " to which you may be sure that
I am looking forward very much.
Since my u initiation " 1 have found my-
self very much more popular with the
" seniors," for they were, at first, rather
afraid that I meant to be t% pious," which
would have interfered somewhat with their
Sunday night meetings ; but now that they
have made sure that I am ready to be as
naughty as ever they like, they have quite
thrown off all feeling of constraint, freely
showing me the most naughty pictures and
most awful books, which they keep locked
up in their rooms; and also the letters
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which some of them have received, on the
sly, from young men, who have fallen
victims to their charms in Church.
Thanks to all this, I am no longer the
innocent little monkey 1 was when I first
arrived here; and though I have not yet
seen a naked man, as some of the other
girls have, 1 know now what it is that a
man has got which we haven't, and also
know the way in which he uses it; so you
see that I have at any rate learnt something
already that was not taught at old mother
Walker's I
Good bye, dearest.
Ever your loving
Blanche.
LETTER It
My dearest Ethel*
I promised in tidy last letter to give yotk
€in account of the Hfe me live here, so to
begin with, I had better explain that we
elder girls do no real "lessons"; the
object of our education beiing simply to fit
us, as farfes possible, for taking a position
in society as fashionable young ladies. This-
being the case, our only studies are the
french language, musk, dancing and
gymnastics, and—in Madame's eyes the
most important point of all-^the care and
development ot our personal charms.
We are called in the morning at 8.30 by
maids, who bring us cups of steaming
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coffee or chocolate with delicate sandwiched
and bread-and-butter which we consume
luxuriously in bed. After this we get up
and go in pairs to the bath-room, where
there is an immense bath, surrounded with
mirrors on every side, and large enough to*
allow of two of us being in it at the same
time comfortably. At first I felt very shy
of finding myself naked in a bath with
another girl in the same condition, especially
as the mirrors gave the effect of a perfect
crowd of nude figures; but since my initia-
tion as a t4 Lesbian " 1 enjoy it immensely,
and, as we intertwine our naked limbs and
bodies in the hot water, it is delightful to
watch the reflection of our lascivious pos-
tures in the glasses on the walls. The
eldest girl—Bertha—whom I mentioned ki
my last letter, is generally my Gompanioin
in the bath-room; and, when the luxipu&
feeling of the scalding water, aided by the
contact of our moist bodies, has- made us
begin to feet "■hot" and wicked, she tells me
the most delightfully improper stories, one of
which I will reproduce here, for your benefit *
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©nfe very hot summer afternoofi a young
man of about five-and-twenty went up to
his bed^room, took his coat and trousers
off, and flung himself down on his bed,
where-, being very tired, he very soon fell
sound asleep* Presently his little five-
year-old niece found her way into the room,
and, coming close to her uncle, caught
sight of his u prick," with its head hanging
down between his legs* Not knowing
what it was, she touched it and began to
play with it, and was immensely astonished
to find it immediately begin to grow big
<and stiff, as she fondled it with her little
hands, Vsry soon, by some inherent
instinct of vice, she found that by playing
with the hairy ." balls " with one hand, and
briskly rubbing the point of the u ram-rod1'
with the other, it stood up so tall and
thick, that she could hardly meet her baby
fingers round it.
Meanwhile the man was dreaming that he
was u on top" of a lovely girl, enjoying the
most exquisite tl poke" that he had ev6r
had in his life. Child «as she was, perceiv-
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trig that the more she rubbed and tickled
his instrument, the more her uncle's sleep-
ing body writhed about in a perfect ecstasy
of pleasure, she worked it so wkh her little
hands that in due time the hot flow of
manly tfc sperm ,f spirted from the end witri
extra randy force, and the mighty prick
sank down exhausted with the violence of
its sensuality.
Frightened at this, tbe little girl ran out
of the room, shutting the door behintf herf
and thereby making a nodse which woke up
her uncle, wh©> came to* the conclusion that
he had just had the most delicious " wet-
dream "that he had ever experienced.
The little girl, however, ran downstairs
fo her mother, when th© following conversa^
lion took place :
" Mummy?"
" Yes, dear/*
" Uncle Harry has gat a* dolly/'
" Has he, dear? "
u Yes, such a dear little? dolly ; be keeps*
it between his- legs."
... " Nonsense, dear*, what do* you mean-? "
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u Well, 1 found it lying asleep, but wherl
1 began to play" with it, it jumped up and
began to play with mjg."
" Did it, dear?"
" Yes, but Mummy, when I had played
with it a good time, I don't know how it
Was, but (confidentially) Dolly was sick."
Since we heard that story, we always call
a man's instrument " Dolly/' which is ever'
so much nicer than its real names—tool, of
cock, or prick, don't you think so?
Alter the bath we put on a few clothes
and our dressing-gowns, as we do not make
our toilette for the day till after the twelve
o'clock dejeuner. When we are ready, we
go downstairs to Madame's sitting room,
Where we find her also en peignoir, and we
then have our french lesson, which consists
of reading aloud some french novel, and as
we are allowed to choose what book we
like, you can imagine that we pick out
something pretty spicy—not of course the
extra-smutty " suppressed " books that the
girls read to one another in their bed-
rooms, but still books which would be
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considered awfully wicked in England—all
about married women who spend half the
day in bed with their lovers, and men who
spend all their time with mistresses or
cocvUes as the French call them, whose re-
finements of luxurious vice and voluptuous-
ness are described in a marvellously out-
spoken manner. To give you some idea of
the sort of thing I will tell you at the end of
this letter about the book we are reading
this week, but first I will finish the account
of our day.
Whe we have finished the reading, and
have discussed the words we don't know
(we always pretend not to know the
naughtiest words, so as to embarrass Ma-
dame by making her explain them I) we
. have dejeuner, which is a sort of lunch and
breakfast in one, and after that the most
serious business of the day—the making of
our toilette—begins, and generally occupies
from about one till nearly three. When
we are duly arrayed we go out with either
Madame or one of the governesses, and we
care so welL-known for our smart get-up,
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that We often fitfd some of the smartest ami
most fashionable of the Parisian " mashers'*
standing about on the look out for us and
throwing us the most audacious glances of
lustful admiration from their wicked eyes as
we go by. .When we have admired the
shops and been admired by the men
sufficiently, we go back to afternoon tea,
and from then Jill .dinner at 7.30 we practise
our music, or have drilling and gymnastics*
in awfully fetching knickerbocker-costumes.
It is only we elder girls who have the
privilege of late dinner with Madame, and
we have to wear low dresses for it every
night, so as to accustom our constitutions
to the displaying of naked busts and
shoulders in the evening.
After dinner we generally dance for a
little while, and about a quarter-to-ten we
begin going to bed. I say " begin" be-
cause our toilette for the night takes almost
- as long to make as that for the day.
When this is completed, and we have
made our sacrifices to the " pomps arid
. vanities .of this .wicked world," we are
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expected to say our prayers, as Madame
considers that it id " good style to be
religious*" As, however, kneeling is con-
sidered bad for our knees, we say our
prayers in bed, where they get rather mixed
up with the naughty stories we have heard
during the day. And this reminds me that
I promised to tell you something about the
book we are at present reading aloud to
Madame.
It is by Victor Joze, and is called " Le
Demi*~fMonde des Jeunes Fittest I need not
tell you that demi-monde is the name given
to the cocottes or "tarts " as a class, and
the name of the book therefore implies that
young girls of good society are rapidly
beginning to ressemble the" tarts" in their
knowledge and practice of vice.
The last chapter which we read this
ihorning contains an account of a rendez-
vous between Cesar Blond, a writer of erotic
and lustful poems, about forty years of age,
and Bianca—a very not society girl, half
Italian and half French, who has just turned
eighteen: He met Jaer first at a smart
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dinner-party, where he sat next to her at
dinner and soon found out, by slily touchr
ing her foot with his, to begin with, and
afterwards by bolder squeezings of her leg
between his own, etc., that she was fully
alive to the pleasures of sensuality, in spite
of her presumed innocence and piety.
Later, in conversation, he found that she
had read all the smuttiest of his own poems,
as well as number of other books of a
similar character. He was immensely
struck with the beauty both of her face and
figure, the latter being displayed by an
evening corsage cut so generously low, that
as she leaned forward over her plate, he
could clearly see the points of her breasts
trusting themselves out erect and stiff in
answer to the contact of is leg against hers,
while, from the sensuous smile she gave
him, as she caught him looking at them, he
realized that her motion forwards had been
made with the deliberate intention of show-
ing him the. voluptuous fulness of her
splendid bust.
Before the end of the evening she ^ave
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him a rendez-vons for the following after-
noon, and the chapter I speak of describes
what happened when they met.
She arrived at the meeting-place ex-
quisitely dressed, though, knowing what
was likely to happen, she had displayed
even more care and taste over the selection
of her under-clothing than upon her out-
door toilette.
He came in his brougham, into which he
at once handed her, telling his coachman to
drive slowly and by a round-about route to
his own house.
Drawing down the blinds of the carriage,
he placed one arm round her waist, and,
having raised her veil, began to kiss her
passionately upon the lips. She pretended
to resist, but showed by the ardent way in
which she returned his kisses that she was
really longing for him to further.
Murmuring words of the most lawless
and lustful passion in her ear, and still
clasping her waist with one hand, he began
with the other to feel his way slowly but
deliberately up her leg, under her skirt,
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delicately fondling the open-work silk stock-
ing, until he reached the satin garter above
the knee.
The gentle action of his practised fingers
only caused her to thrill with pleasure—a
thrill which was accentuated a moment
later, when she noticed the triumphant
smile upon his face, as the. naked flesh of
her tighs, with which his fingers came in
contact above the stocking, told him that,
evidently out of compliment to him, she
had omitted to put on any drawers. In
another moment he had reached her nest of
Venus, where, without actually entering it,
his experience enabled him, by judicious
touchings and ticklings in its neighbour--
hood, to excite her to the highest pitch of
sensual expectation. As a proof of this he
felt her daintily-gloved hand involuntarily
placing itself between his own legs, where
his " dolly," in a violent state of erection,
was making itself clearly visible beneath his
trousers.
A younger and less experience^ man
would probably have unbuttoned his
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trousers and engaged the poking of her
then and there, but he was far too ex-
perienced to risk losing any of the enjoy-
ment, owing to the cramped position of the
carriage, while at the same time he knew
how much a sensual pleasure of this kind is
prolonged and increased by anticipation.
Somewhat therefore to her disappoint-
ment they reached his house without her
ardent desires having been in any satis-
factory way assuaged.
Conducting her to his sitting-room, they
found an exquisite repast of champagne
and the most delicate sandwiches; and
while they were partaking freely of these
he called her attention to the paintings on
the walls, which were beautiful executed
by first-rate artists, but were all of the most
improper mythological subjects.
One represented Leda, yielding to the
amorous embraces of the Swan, while
another showed Jupiter in the form of a
Bull inserting his immense prick into the
blushing nest of Europa. Many of them
were scenes from Rabelais, in which groups
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of naked girls in the most lascivious pos-
tures were mingled with naked men. whose
*' dollies " in the highest state of erection
testified to the effect which these feminine
charms were exercising upon them.
Having thus waked up the heat of his fair
partner's body and also her imagination to
such a pitch that she could scarcely contain
herself, he opened the door leading into his
sumptuous bed-room, and having rapidly
divested her of all her clothing except her
absolutely transparent chemise of pink
chiffon, her long kid gloves, her long open-
work silk stockings and high-heeled shoes,
—for to an experienced sensualist, a girl in
this costume excites his lust far more than
if she were absolutely naked, the stockings
and shoes being in particular an added
charms as the legs intertwine in the amorous
struggle!—he laid her on the bed, her large
dark eyes gleaming at the prospect of the
pleasure she was about to experience.
In another moment he had undressed
himself, and, with his " dolly," which was
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of an unusually large size, standing so erect
and stiff that it evidently required no further
stimulating, he approached the bed, Bianca
opening her legs in amorous invitation as
he did so.
Kneeling between them he endeavoured
to thrust his 4t dolly " into' her palpitating
cunnie, but the latter was so small and the
former so large that his first attempts were
quite unsuccessful. Moreover when she
tried to guide it to its destination, the touch
of her kid-gloved fingers upon his excited
prick only caused it to grow .stiffer and
thicker than ever.
Finding his efforts fruitless, he withdrew
from her embraces for a moment, and
proceeded to anoint his ramrod's point with
a liberal allowance of vaseline. Then,
twining his legs round hers, and clasping
his hands beneath her back, while she did
the same to him, they both pushed with all
their force, until to their mutual delight,
his organ of sex slid gently forward into
hers, and in spite of its ^reat size, pressed
pnward further and /.''■'' *f in, until its
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passage was stopped by the pressure of his
swelling balls against the mouth of her
cunt. So tight was the fit that at first he
could scarcely move it up and down at all,
but the intense pleasure caused by this
friction soon made her organ expand, and
then the amorous contest began with a
series of contorsions and struggles, which
would have offered a most alluring picture
to a spectator, had any been present. That
practised sensualist Napoleon III is reported
to have said that, in making love, he much
preferred the knowing side-stroke of the
professional, to the ineffectual wriggle of
the amateur. But though Bianca was an
amateur, she had the instinct of sensuality,
and owing partly to the tightness of her
pussie and partly to her adroit movements,
Cesar Blond was of opinion that he had
never before enjoyed a more delicious
" poke." His skill, on the other hand,
enabled him to prolong the pleasure in such
a way a$ fully to repay her for her efforts
on his behalf. L^ng before he was ready
"to come," he f; t muscles of her orgaq
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contracting for the spasm of ecstatic delight,
and his quickened workings brought her
not only to the swoon of pleasure, but
beyond it, and, to the delight of them both,
it was not until " she came " for the fourth
time, that his own gush of sperm, shooting
out with immense force through having
been witheid so long, joined with her own
flow to water her very entrails, thereby at
last deliciously assuaging the fire of her
burning lust.
You can easily imagine, my dear Ethel,
what an effect the reading aloud of such a
chapter as this had upon us, and, in spite
of Madame's presence, it was all we could
do to prevent our hands from stealing down
to tickle one another's u pussies," as the
description of the " poke" grew hotter and
hotter. Madame herself laid down her
embroidery and listened as intently as any
of us, and, though, when the chapter was
ended she said . she did not think it was at
all a proper book for us to read, it was
easy to see from her gleaming eyes how
much she had enjoyed the voluptuous scene.
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Moreover when the girl who was reading-
it said that the book had been recommended
her by her aunt, the Countess de B***, she at
once said that, in that -case, she was
perfectly satisfied with it, as the countess
<le ET** is one of the leaders of fashion in
gay Paris.
It will fee my turn to read to morrow, and
t mean to try reading that chapter over
again, $ust to see what Madame will say.
Of course it sounds a good deal coarser in
English than it does in French, which
seems to have an endless supply of naughty
words that are quite pretty and poetical,
whereas ours are nearly all ugly and dirty!
From the extract I have given you of this
French novel you will think it a most awful
book, but the books which the girls have
locked up in their bed-rooms are even
worse, because they deal not merely with
women being " poked " by men, but also
with men poking boys, which, is called
Sodomy or buggary, and women making
love together, which, as you have gathered,
is called Lesbianism or Sapphism.
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These books also have illustrations sfeoW-
ing not only rrien but boys with their
" pricks " in erection, and small girls ten
years old, in the most wanton and lascivious
positions-,, revelling in the delights of
*'' poking 'r and tickling quite as much as
older women. One of the books I have
seen contains most realistic pictures of a
great many ways of tc making love," but
Bertha, who has a young man-cousin, who
often " pokes " her in the holidays, says
that the best way of all is to make the man
stand up by the bed, while tke girl is on
her back, in such a way as to bring her
" cunt" just to the' edge of the bed. She;
opens her legs and clasps them behind his
back, while he thrusts in his " dolly," the
fact that he is standing firmly on the floor
enabling him to 4t poke " with far greater
force, than when he is lying on top of her
in the ordinary way.
I have rambled on so* long that I have no
time left to tell you of the second meeting
of our Lesbian Society, which was so
delicious and exciting that I must reserve it
for another letter.
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I Will send you a copy of " Le Demi*
Monde " when I have time to get one, as I
am sure it will be a perfect revelation of
naughtiness to you, and yet it is said to be
a very fair picture of the fast society girls
here in Paris /
Ever your loving
Blanche.
Hf
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LETTER III
My dearest Et&efy
I told you in my last letter that I wfttrfcJ
describe the second meeting of our'
" Lesbian Club,'f but now J come to* think?
of it, it was very Bttlenrore thato a repetition?
of the first, with the exception of the fact
that being no longer the innosent " Saint "
that I was on the first occasion, I was
better qualified to play my part as a giver,,
as well as a receiver, of pleasure. The
third meeting, however, was of a very
different kind, and well roerits a descrip-
tion, which I will now endeavour to give
you.
The Sunday started well,: for being a very
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fine day, we had takgn exceptional c*aY#
with our Church costumes, Wich, as yori
tnay well believe, Caused somewhat of si
sensation during the service, to Madame's*
great delight.
When we went to our rooms to dress for'
dinner, we found that Madame's feeling of
satisfaction had shown itself in placing a
lovely corsage-bouquet of flowers in each of
our rooms; and when we reached the din-*
ing room, duly arrayed in our strongly
scented bouquets* we found that a still
further surprise Was Waiting for us* for
Madame had ordered up a plentiful supply
of Champagne—a luxury hitherto almost
Unheard of in the establishment!
Thanks to the1 fact that Madame plied us*
as well as herself* liberally with this
fascinating beverage* we we're all very
lively by the time dinner was ended '* and I
Was therefore a good deal suprised when*
immediately after dinner, Madame proposed
that we should all, herself.included, go at
once to bed. On Sunday nights, I must tell
you, we are let off everything in the way ot
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u night toilette," which was the reason why
the " Lesbians " chose that night for their
meetings.
When I got to my room I quickly un-
dressed, but to my surprise the other girls
did not arrive for nearly half an hour;
Throwing off their hastily put-on dressing
gowns, they explained that the reason for
their delay was that they were waiting to
give Madame time to get to bed., so that she
might not come and disturb us. They were
all crowding round in a naked groups
admiring my figure, etc., when to my
horror, in walked Madame, wearing a
lovely pink and white opera cloak, instead
of a dressing-gown and bearing in her
hand a birch-rodv
To my surprise the other girls, on seeing
her, did not seem in the least astonished or
dismayed^ but took her arrival quite as a
matter of course.
" What is the meaning of this, girls ? '* she
asked in a severe voice "Not only do I find
you in Blanche's room, but you are all
huddled together naked, which is most in-
decent."
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Immediately the girls ran to the bed, and
bent over it, with their backs to Madame^
motioning to me to do the same.
She then applied the birch to the plump
" cheeks *' and thighs of each of us in turn<
but it was done so gently that, without
hurting in the least, it made the blood run
towards our t; pussies," making us feel
awfully hot and naughty. When we were*
all writhing, not with pain but with randi-
ness and lust, she put down the birch, say-
ing : u There, that will do for the present/'
Saying this the threw off her opera-cloak
and disclosed a costume which amazed me
more than anything in the world. It
consisted of silk open-worked tights of a
deep violet hue^ the open-work being so
wickedly arranged as to leave her upussie,w
with its fringe of flame-coloured hair
completely exposed to view. Above the
tights she wore a tiny evening-corset of
white satin, above which her large rounded
breasts stood out firm and high like twin
hills of snow. A pair of high-heeled white
satin shoes, and white satin garters just
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above the knee completed the costume,
except for her hands and arms, which I now
for the fifst time perceived were delicately
gloved in white kid, sewn with broad violet
stitching at the back, to match the tights.
Nothing could have displayed her ma-
gnificent figure to better advantage, and I
found it hard indeed to realize that this
glorious looking " Angel of Vice," with the
gleam of lust, fired by champagne, in her
eye, was really the staid school-mistress,
whom I had looked upon as a model of
propriety and virtue! -
From a pocket inside the opera-cloak,
one of the girls produced a large marocco
casev which, with a smiling permission from
Madame, she proceeded to open. The
contents consisted of three rods of ivory of
Various sizes, rounded at one end, while to
the other end were attached two india-
rubber balls, like small tennis-balls.
I was at a loss to imagine what these
could possibly be, when my friend Bertha
exclaimed; u Oh Madame, you have brought
the ,l Bildoes! '\How charming of you! "
At this you may be sure I pricked up my
ears, for Bertha had several times explained
to me the nature of a " dildoe," which is
nothing more nor less than an artificial
model of a man's ■" Dolly."
The smallest was only about three inches
long, wat. not much thicker than my fore-
finger, and had a much sharper point than
the others. This I gathered was nick-
named " The Baby," for it was evidently
not the first time the girls had seen and
handled these treasures.
The next one, known as kt The School-
boy," was about half as large again, being
covered all along its length with obscene
carvings in low relief, the object of which
was to cause a greater amount of tickling
than a smooth surface would have done.
The third was " The Captain," which
was quite twice as long and more than
twice as thick as u The Baby," being
covered like the last with carvings, while
the balls were of a considerably larger size.
Bertha, after a short consultation with
Madame, .darted, off to .the latter's bed-room,
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whence she returned, bearing a lighted
Etna, which evidently contained same
steaming liquid.
Under her arm she carried another leather
case, this time looking like a large pistol
case, at the sight of which Madame pretend-
ed to be much displeased, but she never-
theless opened it, and displayed its contents
to all of us, the evident astonishment of the
girls clearly showing that this, at any rate,
was something they had never seen before.
It was a dildoe, made exactly like lt The
Captain," but of such gigantic proportions,
that it positively took our breath away. It
was at least ten inches long, and quite as
thick as my wrist, the balls being about
the size of cricket-balls.
" Surely, Madame," said one of the girls,
H no one in the world has a tl cunt " large
enough to admit that? "
It gave ipe rather a shock of surprise to
hear her use such a naughty word as
ucunt" in speaking to Madame, but I soon
found out that the latter could be the
smuttiest of us all, when she felt inclined,
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as it was evident she did on the present
occasion : in fact she only smiled at the
question and said,
" It comes from South America, where
the women are accustomed to being poked
by negroes, who, as I daresay you know,
have far bigger " pricks " than European
men."
u But surely no European girl could
use it? "
fcfc That all depends on the way in which
it is done," she answered, u Of course, if
a girl in cold blood were to thrust this into
her lt cunnie," she would simply fail to get
it in, in the first place, and in the second
she would about kill herself if she succeeded,
But if the tl cunt " had previously been
excited, first of all by Lesbian kisses, and
then by an ordinary dildoe,you would find,
I think, that, with the help qf some vaseline,
and a good deal of pressure, " The Giant "
as I have named it, would not only go in,
but would cause the most exquisite pleasure
to the " pussie/' in which it would un-
doubtedly be a moat amazingly {i^ht fit! "
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While she was saying this, Bertha had
taken out " The School-boy," and had
filled the balls with the hot liquid, which, I
gathered, was a mixture of milk and ising-
glass.
I had forgotten to tell you that each of
the dildoes had straps attached to them, for
the purpose of fastening them round a
female's body, so as to make her resemble
a man. u The Baby " was fastened to one
girl, while Bertha herself made herself into
a pretty boy by means of " The School-
boy."
u Now Blanche " said Madame approach-
ing me, aas we do not allow Virgins in this
society, we are going to take your maiden-
head."
I was laid on the bed, my " tiddies "
were kissed as before by two of the girls,
while Madame herself, putting her head be-
tween my legs, began, with a far more
expert tongue than Bertha's, to tickle my
^pussie." Her tongue several times touched
my membrane of virginity, which was to be
pierced by " The Baby."
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When Madame had excited me sufficiently,
tl The Baby " girl, climbing on me, as a
man would have done, slid the instrument
into my u cunt," causing me an exquisite
sense of pleasure, which made me clasp her
towards me with all my force, and in a
moment I felt a thrill, half of pleasure and
half of pain, and I knew that my virginity
had gone.
As soon as Madame perceived this she
signed to tl The Baby " girl to come out of
me, so as to make room for Bertha, who
with the larger dildoe, which penetrated
into regions which were now entered for the
first time, gave me the liveliest pleasure,
and caused me to " come," with a feeling
of exquisite enjoyment, different from the
enjoyment I had felt when girls had.u kissed
me down," and which I now experienced
for the first time. When she saw that the
supreme moment had arrived, Bertha
gripped the lt balls " between her legs, and
squeezing them again and again, squirted
up the hot liquid, through the tube in the
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centre of the dildoe, so as to produce exactly
the same effect inside my u cunt " as if a
man's u sperm " were being poured into
me.
Madame was delighted to see how much
I enjoyed the experience, and assured me
that, for her part, she much preferred a
dildoe to a man, because one can make the
dildoe "spend," when one chooses, whereas
the man has to " come" when he can.
The girls were now all begging Madame
to let them try if they could get tc The
Giant " into her, in the way she had ex-
plained, and, though she at first resisted,
she soon took my place on the bed, where
she lay with her legs apart, still in her fancy
costume, panting with the anticipation of
the voluptuous experience she was about to
undergo.
Two of the girls started at once to suck
her " tiddies," while I began with tongue
and finger to tickle her delicious u cunt,"
and very soon had the satisfaction of seeing
that we were causing her to thrill with
delighted sensuality.
Bertha and another girl where meanwhile
filling the immense balls of u The Giant "
with liquid, and getting ready u The
Captain," to be used first.
When I had started Madame successfully
upon her voyage of pleasure, I motioned to
t; The Captain " girl, who at once got on
top of her, and inserting the dildoe, pro-
ceeded to work it up and down as know-
ingly and as quickly as if she had been a
man.
I, meanwhile, was aiding Bertha to gird
on a The Giant," with the result that, when
it was adjusted, she looked like a delicate
boy, endowed by nature with the most
monstruous prick that ever was seen. I
smothered the point in vaseline, and we
then stood and waited by the bed. Very
soon it was evident from Madame's lascivious
movements that u The Captain " was ra-
pidly conducting her to the supreme
pleasure of ct coming" and in a few mo-
ments later we saw that " The Captain," as
he slid in and out of her t • pussie " was
cpvered with a thick frothy moisture, show-
ing that the flow of " sperm " had begun.
This was evidently the moment for u The
Giant," and as " The Captain " slipped out^
I instantly inserted my fingers, so that the
sensation of pleasure might not slacken for
a moment.
With wonderful speed and adroitness
Bertha took the place vacated by the other
girl, and while I held the lips of the "cunt"
as wide apart as ever I could with my two
hands, Bertha pushed and shoved with all
her force, until to our great satisfaction, it
began to move slowly inwards.
Then followed the most extraordinary
scene that can possibly be conceived. Ma-
dame, having already reached the highest
pitch of enjoyment to which she had ever
before attained, could scarcely believe that
there was still greater delight yet to come :
but as Bertha pushed u The Giant" steadily
onwards, at the same time working it gently
in and out in the proper manner, the
distension and irritation of the " cunt " was
so extreme and the delightful feeling of
tickling so immensely in excess of anything
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she had ever felt before, *hat her body
rocked and swayed about in a perfect agony
of enjoyment-, and that her voluptuous
movements caused us onlookers to feel as
randy as possible. As " The Giant" went
steadily further ia, Bertha quickened the
movement, and finally, pushing it right
home, she squeezed the balls repeatedly,
sending into her very soul a flow, both far
hotter and far more plentiful than any
man's ct prick y' could possibly have produc-
ed. As Bertha withdrew the dildoe from
the palpitating " pussie,* Madame swooned
away in a dead faint, utterly exhausted by
the immensely prolonged, and artificially
exaggerated^ scene of enjoyment, of which
she had been the delighted heroine.
On seeing this one oi the girls ran down-
stairs and soon returned with some cham-
pagne, which speedily revived her, and she
immediately began to give us an account of
the exquisite sensations she had been
experiencing. She assured us that from the
moment u The Giant " began to make is
way in, the pleasure was absolutely
heavenly ^ causing her to " come " fwtee*
before the final injection of the fluid, but
that at times the feeling became so strong
as to be scarcely bearable.
This recital, in addition to the voluptuous
scene we had witnessed, aroused our
sensuality to a high pitch of expectation \
and Madame her&elf, having recharged
" The Captain " with liquid and having
tastened it on5 was very soon on top of
Bertha, vigorously 4t poking" her, while I
did the same to one of the other girls with
"The Schooi-boy;" and, as- the other three
girls were doing to tl Trio of the Graces"
with mutually tickling fingers-* the goddess
of sensuality was soon reigning supreme
over our naked bodies.
When 1 was at last left alone in bed, I
could not get to sleep for a lang time, owing
to the heated and excited state of my brain
and blood, and as I lay awake, I could not
help feeling amazed at the part our dignified
school-mistress had taken in the proceed-
ings. Later on however I found that she
had long been an ardent devotee of
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1% Lesbianism," and had only become a
school-mistress in order to have plenty of
opportunities of satisfying this entrancing
lust.
There, my dear Ethel, you have a full,
and true account of our third meeting, and
if it does not make your hair stand on end^
fringe and all, 1 shall be surprised! I
wonder by the way if my former letters
have made you sufficiently, curious to
induce you to try the experiment of tickling
your own " pussie? " It so*, I have no
doubt you have discovered the little
il button^," the incitation and tickling of
which causes such exquisite pleasure. At
the same time I can tell you from experience
that it is not half so nice to do it to oneself
as to get someone else to do it, and I am
told that to have it done by a nice boy is
the most voluptuous thing of all.
Good bye, dearest, fort the present, and
t hope you will not be shocked by this
awfully naughty letter from
Your ever loving
Blanche.
LETTER W
My dearest Ethel,
1 am afraid this is going to be rather #
scrappy letter, but I hope" you will never-
theless find it both instructive and amusing?
The morning after the scene related in
toy last letter, I was not very ftfuch sur^
prised to receive a* message from Madame*
when the maid came to call me, saying that*
as she was rather tired, we need none of us>
get up till the twelve o'clock dejeuner.
Wheff therefore I hard finished my cho-
colate and pate de foie gras sandwiches, I
nestled down once more into the warm,
bed-clothes, to enjoy myself for at least two
hours.
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Just as I had done so the door opeif&f,.
and in same a girl riamed Edith— the niece
of the Countess de B***, whom I have
already mentioned in connection with the
book " Le Demi-Monde des Jeunes Filles."
As a general rule she is very quiet and
demure, but I had heard from the other'
girls that, when you get her alone, she is*
very smutty and wicked, so that I was
delighted when she said she had come to
have a chat* She began by taking off her
chemise de nuits making me do the same*
and we then lay together in the warm bed,
her naked body cuddled closg against mine,
while the strong pressure of our " pussies "
against one another, with a little aid from
her slenders fingers soon put us in a good
condition for naughty conversation!
She began asking me if I knew why it
was that girls are taught to pay so much
attention to their dress and appearance?
I told her I had never thought about the
subject; and she then told me that it is all
done simply to arouse the sensuality of the
male sex. A pretty face, and even a va-
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luptuoils figure, £6 she assured rile, do not
appeal successfully to a man's instinct of
Vice, unless they are accompanied by thd
Accessories of fashionable luxury, such as
smart dresses, hats, boots, gloves, etc.
Above all, she said, our evening dress^
With its display of naked breasts, arms and
shoulders, the hair elaborately dressed, the
hands delicately gloved, and our bodies
breathing, out the scent of lascivious^
perfumes, has such a powerful effect upon
the other sex, that often, especially in danc-*
ing} when their hands are clasping the
tightly-corsetted waist, and their eyes and
nostrils are almost touching our nude and
panting busts, a girl can feel her partner's
u dolly " forcing out his trousers to such an
extent as to make its pressure distinctly felt
against her leg!
When I asked her how she found this
out, she told me that her aunt, the Countess^
has two sons, who are now three-or-four-
and-twenty, that is seven or eight years
older than herself, and, as she has always
lived with her aunt> these two malecousins*
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after seducing her wh£ri she was Only £
ehild of nine, have always 9poken to her <A
their vices without any restraint.
She went on to tell me that, whereas in
England young men are supposed by their
parents to be pious, and have therefore ta
do their '* poking " with lt tarts ' on the
sly, in France the parents recognise the ne-
cessity oi a young man having a "mistress*'
of his own, to keep him from running after'
the "-cocottes " who throng the streets and
music-halls, from whom he might catch
some disease.
When her eousins were about seventeen
or eighteen, she declares that one morning*
When they were together in the bath-room,
drying themselves after their morning
■" tub," the Countess, who was then only
thirty-six, and looked about ten years
younger, calmly walked in upon them,
Wearing nothing but her transparent che-*
mise de nuit, which moreover was unfastened
all down the front, in such a way as to
leave her opulent b.easts, big hips and
smiling tl pussie " fully exposed to view.
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The boys, somewhat amazed, with natural
modesty, held their towels in such a way as
to hide as much of their nakedness as pos-
sible, but their mother, when she had given
her charms*time to work upon them, told
them with a bawdy smile to put their towtls
dawn, and noticed writh delight their
" dollies " standing up big and erect, with
incestuous desire, aroused by the sight of
their mother's attractive nudity.
This pleased her, not only as a tribute to
the power of her own ripe charms, but
because it showed her that they had in-
herited the same big style of " instru-
ment/' which their late father—who by the
way was not the Countess's husband I—had
possessed.
Looking approvingly at their quivering
pricks, she said : " Ah! I thought my boys
must be becoming men by this time, though
I scarcely expected to find you so well
developed already, and it is for this purpose
that I have come to talk to you. The fact
is that I do not want to have you running
after stray girls, of whom you know nothing,
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and I do not much like either the idea of
your u having " any of the female servants,
and so I have made what I hope you will
find a pleasant arrangement. I have taken
two very nice sets ol apartments for you, in
which I have installed two very pretty girls,
who are employed in the trying-on room at
my dress-maker's, which ensures not only
their having voluptuous-looking figures, but
also their being always smartly and fashion-
ably dressed. I have instructed them to
procure, at my expense, anything they like
in the way of delicate underclothing, trans-
parent chemises, open-work " tights " and
stockings, etc.—in fact all the dainty and
tempting allurements of vice, with which
professionnal " cocottes " are accustomed
to inflame the passions of young men,
"Of course" she added tl you are at liberty
to make love as much as you like to all the
married Society women of your acquaint-
ance, and I can even give you the names of
a good many who will not very long resist
the pleadings of pretty boys like you,
especially when they find out what splendid
u pricks " these are."
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While she had been saying this, she had
at first placed her hand coquettishly to hide
her "pussie," which was throbbing beneath
the lustful gaze of the two boys; but very
soon, almost unconsciously she found her-
self clasping the two stiff u dollies," one in
each of her jewelled hands, the tickling of
which inflamed still further the boys's
passionate desires.
They knew that their mother had had
many lovers and that, since her widow-
hood, she was often passing her nights in
quiet, but for all that most awful orgies with
men; so, as she was now looking at them
with a most lewd hand bawdy smile, the
elder son pushed her softly on to a couch,
and as he stole his fingers into her u cunt,"
he felt it throbbing with excitement. She
opened her legs to allow him better to do as
he liked with her, and, mad with lust, in
another moment he had slipped his " dolly"
into his own mother's u cunt," who only
too willing, gave him every facility of doing
SO.
While this was going on and while she
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was dying with sensual pleasure under the.
amorous embrace of her eldest son, the.
younger boy looked on with considerable
disappointment, which seeing, the Countess,
with a sensuous laugh and looking a re-
gular bacchante told him not do despair,
and that he would have his turn : so she
enjoyed both her handsome boys, one after
the other, while the fact that it was
" jncest " added fire to her sinful excite-
ment!
When these very wicked acts were finish-
ed, she told them with a lustful smile that
they were very naughty boys and that as a
punishment they would have to came both
hand sleep with her, one on each side of
her, the very next night!
The boys told Edith of this scene the
same day, she being not quite thirteen at
the time, and she added that the boys did
sleep with the Countess the following night
and many other nights, and that she actually
taught her sons to " poke " and "buggar "
her-—their own mother!—-at the same time!
Her cousins having acquired a taste for it,
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began,she said,from that time to ubuggar"
her also, and many a time, she assured me,
she had been compressed between the two
handsome boys, one in front and the other
behind, which, she said, she enjoyed
greatly; and, when she was a little older,
they, on several occasions, took her to the
rooms where the two pretty shop-girls had
been established by the Countess.
There she was at first treated with great
respect as a " Society young-lady." As
soon however as the girls discovered her
smutty tastes, they arrayed themselves in
the most fascinating of their indecent cos-
tames, and then, having undressed the two
boys, they went through a series of all the
most lascivious forms of vice, that they
could think of, for her amusement.
Besides this they showed her all sorts of
books of extraordinary smutty pictures
#nd photos, and lent her some stories to
r£ad, of the kind described as u Erotic and
Ultra-Galant." In fact they did everything
to corrupt her completely and made her
cousins•" have " her before them, so as to
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render her altogether shameless, in which
had quite succeeded, for she said she was
longing to be " poked " by lots of different
men and that it was her intention to let the
men know it too!
These girls had a little rhymed tl Prayer
to the Virgin " to be used before enjoying a
4t poke."
" Holy Mother, we believe
Without sin Thou didst conceive.
Grant that we, in Thee believing,
Now may sin without conceiving."
After these visits to her cousins's u mis-
tresses," Edith was very anxious to be
taken to see one of the more fashionable of
the " immoral " houses, which are to be
found of a more- luxurious character in
Paris, th&n anywhere else in the world.
Her cousins however refused to run the risk
of taking her there, and so she had to be
content with a description of the most
luxurious and voluptuous of them all.
The inside of the house is decorated witfcj.
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exquisite pictures and carvings, while the
large marble staircase and all the rooms are
so thickly carpetted that no sound of foot-
steps is ever heard.
Visitors are received by a gorgeously
dressed lady, who, when she has ascertained
their wants, hands them over to the care of
a couple of pages, about twelve years old,
of whom there are a great number in the
establishment, all exquisitely dressed in
fancy tc tights " costunies. They are of
both sexes, but, as they all have their hair
elaborately dressed, with flowers in it, and
all alike wear corsets, long kid gloves, and
dainty feminine shoes, it is hard to tell the
sex of the pages, except that the close-fitting
tights, if lodkecl at carefully, will generally
reveal a u baby-prick " in. the case of the
boy-pages. These conduct the visitors to a
large room surrounded with mirrors, in
which a large number of lovely girls,
absolutely naked, except for transparent
chemises and stockings, are placed in
lascivious groups, whose suggestive poses
are reflected by the glasses on the walls.
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From these groups, one or more partners
are chosen by the visitors, who are then
conducted to the sumptuous bed-rooms,
where, if desired, the pages still remain, to
aid them in undressing, and to excite them
during their acts of sensuality by tickling,
etc., etc.
There are also rooms specially set apart
for the vice of u Lesbianism," where only
women are admitted, though men are
allowed to peep through hidden windows,
to watch the obscene movements and poses
of the unconscious girls within !
On one occasion, when the two cousins
were watching through the secret spy-hole,
they saw their mother—the Countess—
revelling with the keenest enjoyment, in an
orgy of this fascinating but unnatural vice.
That same evening, after she had gone up
to bed, they went together to chaff her
about the discovery they had made. She
was not in the least disconcerted, and said
that, if they only knew how delicious the
sensation was, they would understand her
enjoyment of it. To prove its pleasure to
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them, she offered to show the eldest one the
fct gammerouge," which is the correspond-
ing act, in the case of a male, and consists
in kissing the point ol his u dolly " until
the action of the tongue causes it to
u come," Softly tickling his " balls " with
her jewelled fingers, she did her part with
such skill as to cause him the most exquisite
sensations; and, bending over him as he lay
on the bed, she motioned to the younger
one to come behind her, and to slip his
u prick" from that position into her
u pussie," thus causing her to ieel to a
certain extent the sensual pleasure which
her kisses were producing.
This last recital, just like what Edith
had told me before about the incestuous
love encounters between this unnatural
mother and her two sons, rather disgusted
me, for any woman so well-preserved as
the Countess can certainly get as many
lovers as she wants, without getting her
own sons to " poke " her, but Edith tells
me that time will reconcile me to the idea of
^incest,"
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She says that in spite of her fondness for
Vice of all sorts, her aunt was most par-
ticular about going to Church on Sundays^
Where she could not only display her own
smart clothes, but study those of her neigh-
bours; and she also showed her vt religion "
by aiding- various charities. ' The way in
Which she preferred to do this was by
acting in plays or tableaux,, got up in aid of
the charity, in which tase she always began
by protesting that she would act any part
they liked, provided it was not a maillot
(tights) part; and yet she always allowed
hersell to be persuaded that, with her lovely
figure, etc., she would thereby induce more
people to come to the entertainment and so
benefit the poor, and ended not only by-
wearing the " tights," but by wearing very
little else besides. In fact in one comic
Opera she played the part of a boy, but
wore a costume consisting of a sleeveless
bodice of the thinnest possible pink kid,
with knickers, or rather drawers, of the
same material; and as the points of the
breasts, as well as the shape of her thighs
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and hips, stoods out as plainly as if she had
been stark naked, it is evident that few
people can have mistaken her for the "boy''
she was supposed to represent, especially as
she finished her costume with sixteen-
button pink kid gloves.
On another occasion she posed in a
tableau as Venus, after much protesting and
resistance; and, though it was known to the
audience that she wore a tight-fitting suit of
the thinnest possible pink silk all over her
body, anyone, seeing her in the brilliant
light of the stage, would have sworn that
she was as naked as Eve, for it revealed not
only every curve, but every hair on her
body.
Edith spoke to me also of the French
watering places, and 1 am now longing to
go to Trouville, which, as I daresay you
know, is the Brighton of France. She says
that there the men and girls all bathe to-
gether and have the most splendid fun.
There are, it seems, two distinct classes of
girls at Trouville—those who wear bathing-
costumes to bathe in, and those who like to
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show ofT their figures, without the bother of
going into the water. The latter wear a
sort of pantomine-boy costume, consisting
of a sleeveless bodice, silk tights, high*-
heeled shoe's, and very often long kid
gloves, A big picture-hat, with a parasol
to match the costume, completes a toilette
which Would be ruined by going into the
Water \ and so they sit on the beach, smok-
ing cigarettes and flirting, or listening to
the men's very risky stories.
The bathing-girls who really mean
swimming, on the other hand, generally
wear a sort of silk jersey combinations,
something like the men's, only much lower
in the neck, sleeveless and much thinner.
The tfc knowing " girls have those made so
tight that, when they get wet and shrink,
the stitches begin to stretch and gape,
thereby allowing the pink skin, and other
charms to show trough as distinctly as if
they were perfectly nude. In this way they
get a distinct score over the other girls, who
do not go into the water.
Edith tells me she wear.s dark-blue suits
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of this sort, through which her pink skin
looks awfully fetching^ but they sometimes
shrink so much that, on coming out, her
maid cannot get them off without cutting?
them! She says the best fun is to spot a
man with a big " dolly "—it is apparently
easy enough to see them under the tights—
and ask him to teach you to swim. While
he is bolding you up, you slide your hand
down and tickle his ct dolly," which has
probably come up already, if your body,
and especially your " tiddies " are of a
voluptuous character. As soon as he feels
the fingers at work, he returns the compli-
ment by tickling the " pussie " with one
hand, while with the other he strockes the
points of the breasts.
This -sounds awfully good fu% and I
mean to try it when I go to Trouviiie,
I came to the conclusion that Bertha had
only done her justice when she said . " You
will find that sly little monkey Edith, who
seems so pious, the most delightfully
smutty talker in the world, when you get
her by herself." . , .
So entranced was I by her conversation
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that we did not notice how quick the time
slipped by^ and to our dismay, one of the
younger girls arrived with a message from
Madame, asking why we Were not down,
just at the very moment when we had
allowed the mutual tickling of our fingers,
which had been gently going on nearly all
the time^ to Quicken into a regular ;t frig."
As I am not anymore the little shamefaced
thing 1 was, when I first came here, and as-
Edith is, as you may have gathered from
all she has told me, quite shameless, we
continued our little game without taking
any notice of the presence of the child, find-
ing, in fact, in the sense of our shame-
lesness, an increase of sensual gratification
So the junior, a very pretty girl of four-
teen, saw from our movements what was
going on, and, pulling down the bed-clo.hes,
she watched with eager eyes the lascivious
heavings of our naked bodies, which were
rapidly approaching the spasm of supreme
pleasure. Seeing this she began to tickle
us down our spines, laughing all the time
with delight at our voluptuous movements,
When we hid finished, she said to me :
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u Dearest Blanche, do let me come and do
that with you some day; my sister and I
often do it at home, and she says my
fingers are simply made for " frigging."
She is such a pretty little thing that I
could not refuse, and so she is to creep up
Some night, when every one is asleep, and
stay the whole night with me." When I told
her this, she began in her gratitude to kiss
me all over my naked body, in a way which
showed she was no novice in the arts of
sensual pleasure.
We told Madame we had fallen asleep
again, an explanation which she accepted,
though I think she guessed the truth.
And now, dearest Ethel, good bye for the
present. I am afraid this is a very disjointed
letter, the contents of which will probably
shock you very much, but some of it will I
daresay instruct you as well as amuse you*
After perusing it, I think that you will say
like me, that it is no wonder Edith i9
:4t knowing,1' being brought up by such an
aunt, and with such cousins!
Ever your most loving
Blanche.
LETTER V
My dear Ethel,
Since my last letter we have had our
hallterm " exeat," which is a short holiday
lasting from Saturday morning to tuesday
evening. To my-great delight Edith very
kindly got her aunt, the Countess, to write
to Madame, asking if I might be allowed
to spend the holidays with her; an invita-
tion which was most readily accepted, as
Madame assured me that the Countess was
a leader of the very best Parisian Society.
Alter what Edith had told me, I rather
smiled at this, but I nevertheless departed
joyfully on the Saturday morning with
Edith, having first of all carefully packed
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Up the smartest of my new dresses and hats
to wear on Sunday, as well as two very
low-necked evening dresses to wear at
dinner.
The Countess, who is marvellously
young-looking for her age, received us
most kindly, though with very much the air
of a " grande dame." Edith declares that
her youthful appearance is entirely due to
4t make-up," but if so, her maids must be
most marvellously skilful, lor she would
easily pass for eight-and-thirty, while her
exquisitely corsetted figure looks really
quite girlish. Talking of figures by the
way, it is very curious to notice how very
differently shaped French women's figures
are from English, The two chief points of
difference are that the breasts, which
English girls wear almost in their natural
position, are always forced upwards by the
French corsets, so as to stand out quite
straight from the body, without hanging
down in the least. This has a very sugges-
tive appearance, especially in evening-
dresses, which thus expose to view far
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more of the u tiddies," even if they are cut
no lower than an English gown.
It is most amusing to see the way the
men will keep their eyes fixed on a well-
filled decollete corsage, watching for the
moment when some forward movement of
the wearer shall expose the naughty little
breast-points to their eager gaze. I have
now learnt how to expose them or to hide
them just as I please, with such slight and
imperceptible motions as to give a man the
idea that I am all the time perfectly un^
conscious of what he is so anxiously look-
ing out for.
The other point of difference in the
French and English women's figures is that
in England women always try to keep the
"'stomach " in as much as possible, and
have their corsets made so as to force it in,
out of sight, it they can.
In Paris however a prominent ventre is a$
much admired as a big lt behind," and just
as we used to wear *l bustles " to make tfiQ
latter look unnaturally Urge, so som^
French women actually w§ar a small
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l* cushion " in front, if their ventre is too
flat by nature.
I am even amused to notice how much
the shape of my own figure has changed,
for the extra pressure at the waist caused
by my thirteen-and-a-half-inch stays, has of
course caused the flesh to expand below the
waist, and this, encouraged by the shape of
the* corsets, now stands out—so round and
plump and firm, that when you next see
me, you wiil think 1 have got a loot-ball
under the lower part of my stays. It is in
fact so prominent that in England I am
airaid people will think 1 am enceinte, but
here it is considered a great beauty,
especially by men. Moreover Edith declares
that there is no part of a girls body which
it gives a man so much pleasure to kiss as a
ventre provided it is firm and round.
In any case 1 noticed that the eyes both
pf the Countess and of her two sons rested
most approvingly on my overhanging ventre^
which being fully displayed by a very
thight-fitting gown, served to accentuate the
lines leading 4owa to the warm recesses of
my " pussie."
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They treated me with the greatest polite-
ness, and I was so fortunate in pleasing the
Countess that she gave permission for her
sons to escort Edith and me to the Comedie.
Francaise in the evening.
Instead, however, of going to this classical
theatre, the idea of which did not please any
of us, we spent half the evening watchin.g
the lascivious dances at the Moulin-Roupe,
and the other half at the Folies-Bergdre,
where the open attempts of the ct cocottes M
to arouse the sensuality of the different m,en
they met, amused me immensely.
Edith's two cousins had by this time
thrown off all restraint, and told us all sorts
of stories of the different cocottes we s,aw.
One they pointed out to us had, it seemed,
a passion for small boys and, finding a
difficulty in gratifying this lust, she adopted
the expedient of sending numbers of
telegrams to herself every ^ay, In Paris I
must tell you, telegrams are always brought
up and delivered to their owner by thq
telegraph-boys in person. When one of
these knocked at her door, and was told
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to u come in," he found her lying in a long
easy chair, with nothing on but a thin silk.
dressing-gown, which being carefully left
unfastened ail down the front, would fly
open at the slightest movement, allowing
the boy to feast his eyes upon her naked
M cunt " and " tiddies." After looking at
these for a few moments it generally did not
require much persuasion to induce him to
take off his regulation trousers, and place
his childish u prick " at her disposal.
If the boy was a novice in the art of vice
her enjoyment was of course all the greater,
for there is no greater pleasure for a
depraved woman than to teach a young
innocent boy all the different ways of satisfy-
ing sensual passion and to make him an
adept of vice.
The following morning I breakfasted in
my bed-room and then proceeded to dress
for Church, naturally choosing some 0^ my
prettiest things.
When I came downstairs, I found the
party waiting for me.—The Countess stood
$Qv astonished at what she termed this
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u Vision of loveliness " that at first she
seemed speechless; then however, "lifting
up her own veil and my own, she gave me
a long passionate kiss, which told me how
the elegance of my figure had excited her
u Lesbianism." All the way to Church
and all through the service, she was feasting
her eyes on me, and when we got home
afterwards, she instantly carried me off to
her bed-room, where she gave orders that
luncheon was to be served for herself and
me.
Edith and her two cousins smiled at what
they knew was going to happen, but did not
complain at having their own lunch together
by themselves.
The Countess with the aid of her maid
rapidly undressed, till she had nothing on
but her stockings and chemise. The maid
then came to undress me, and I was begin-
ning to unbutton my long gloves, when the
Countess stoped me, and said to the maid :
" Leave the hat, gloves, boots, stockings,
corset and chemise, but remove everything
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else; " and when this was done, I must
confess that the image of myself reflected in
the glass looked extraordinary wanton and
lascivious. In this costume we lunched,
being waited on by the maid who was
evidently an adept in the art of vice, and
constantly refilled our glasses with cham-
pagne.
Alter lunch the Countess and her maid
together laid me on the bed, and lifting up
my chemise, they exhausted the French
language in their compliments of my ventre,
tighs, fct pussie," etc. " Never," so the
Countess assured me, u had the mere sight
of a girl made her feel so hot! " And I
was soon able to return the compliment, by
telling her that never before had I been so
skilfully "kissed," tickled and " frigged; "
while it was evident the maid enjoyed the
scene almost as much as we did.
To the horror of the Countess, Edith
came in, in the middle of this " ultra-
Lesbian " scene, but she soon showed that,
sp far from being shocked, she quite ap-
preciated the voluptuous nature of the
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performance, for she undressed at once and
very soon joined in the fun so heartily, as
to prove that she too was no novice in the
arts of vice.
Soon she whispered something to the
French maid, who left the room, and shortly
afterwards returned, followed by thQ
Countess's two sons, both perfectly nude.
As this was the first time I had ever seen a
naked man in real life, you may imagine I
looked at them and at their standing
u pricks " with the greatest interest, and,
in spite of the voluptuous scenes in which I
had already taken a part, the sight caused a
fresh thrill of sensuality to run through my
body and made me long for those boys to
u throw me down " on the bed or on the
chaise-longue and u poke " me. For the
first time I all at once understood how rnijch
altered I was since I have lei{; dear Old
England, and I felt that all sense of shame
had left me and that the fire qf my animal
passions had been kindled to such a pitch
that henceforth I would have to satisfy
those passions at all costs.
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I
So, like a young '* harlot," I quite offered
myself to the boys, who, in spite of the
pretended remonstrances of the Countess^
were very soon a' on top " of Edith and
myself, and as their mighty " pricks " slid
softly up and down in our throbbing
" cunts," exerting more and more pressure,
as they twined their muscular legs round
our stockinged limbs, I learnt tor the first
time the superiority of the real article over
the artificial " poking " of the dildoe!
The delicious enjoyment of this, my first
real " poke," was still further increased by
the Countess and her maid, who with
tickling fingers and burning kisses, did all
in their power to augment our lascivious
sensations of sensual pleasure,
When this was ended, my prejudices
against " incest " were almost overcome by
seeing the intense pleasure that the Countess
enjoyed between the front and rear
u poking " of her two stalwart sons; in fact
both Edith and I were obliged afterwards
to confess that the ultra naughtiness of this
most immoral performance had caused it to
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give us additional satisfaction, and made its
both long to be treated by the young men
in the same way, which, of course they did!
And I must add that, for my part, I shall
never forget the most heavenly sensations
the rubbing of those two " cocks " against
the thin membrane separating the two
channels produced in me, as they both
worked in my inside. In the end it caused
me quite to swoon away with pleasure!
When we were all thoroughly exhausted
by our very u religious " Sunday afternoon,
we put on the most airy and negliges of
costumes, and then went down to a
sumptuous dinner, the rich meats and wines
of which were specially well suited to in-
vigorate bodies that were fatigued by
sensual pleasures.
Just before dinner the Countess despatched
the French maid, with a whispered message^
which turned out afterwards to have been
sent to the " immoral house " described in
my last letter, asking the head of the esta*
blisment to send back with the maid two of
the most experienced ;i pages " in the esta-^
blishment.
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Accordingly after dinner we found a boy
and girl of ten or twelve awaiting us in the
drawing-room, both deliciously dressed in
the most indecent manner, while their bodies
exhaled the most exquisite perfumes.
Their pretty little faces were all aglow
with the anticipation of the scene they were
going to enact, their eyes flashing with the
excitement caused by the champagne, with
which the maid who fetched them had taken
care to prime them.
We had all partaken liberally of the same
wine at dinner, and in fact, an observer
might probably have decided that we were
all half-drunk. Added to this we were all
ot us so lightly clad that every movement of
our bodies disclosed some attractive nudity
or another.
The moment the little boy caught sight of
me, he ran towards me. His long hair was
dressed with flowers exactly like a girl's,
and his chief garment was a pale blue satin
xorset, which made him look so feminine
that his precociously developed ^ prick "
below it seemed quite out of place. His
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Open-work silk stockings, long kid gloves
and high-heeled shoes all exactly matched
the colour of his tightly laced corset.
Pulling open my dressing-gown,he plunged
his face into my snowy ventre, kissing it
again and again in a most passionate
manner. Flushed as I was with wine, I
could not help being flattered to seethe
pleasure which this gave him, revealed
beyond all doubt by the instant stiffening
of his dear little " prick,," Alter toying
with it, I took the point of the little ^cock"
between my lips, and endeavoured to
" gammerouge1' this baby lover, in the way
Edith had described. And while this was
taking place the little girl was doing the
same for the two men, exciting the two
pricks alternately with lips and fingers;
while the Countess and Edith, closely
embraced and mouth to mouth, were
"masturbating" one another,while looking
at us.
After this preliminary we had some more
champagne and then the two children, who
had been carefully trained in vice in the
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most immoral house of luxurious sensuality
in the world, gave us a lascivious per-
formance of childish wickedness. There
tvas not a single item omitted in the all
category of vice. A couch, was brought
forward to the middle of the room for
them, which, like a fairy bride and bride-
groom, they approached, the boy doing the
" poking *.' of his pretty partner with such
astonishing vigour that their lascivious mo-
vements suggested fully developed per-
iormers rather than small children. He
spoked" her in front and behind," trigged"
her dainty little cunt with tongue and
fingers, sucking her " tiddies ,r till she
swooned with pleasure. Then she laid him
upon the bed and took his place, kissing
his wt ^rick," while she inserted her ringer
into trui opening of his behind, and finally
endeqf wivh a triumphant ct St. George,"
which is like an ordinary poke, only that
the male lies underneath, while the female
sits down on him, in such a way that his
" dolly," as she does so, slides into her
fci pussie." ...
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When they had finished their exhibition
all of us being thoroughly exhausted by the
excesses we had indulged in, and moreover
being all too drunk for anything, we #11
retired to bed, I sleeping with the Countess's
sons, while Edith went to bed with her atfnt
and the two pages.
The next day we were told we need not
get up till lunch-time, but after breakfast
Edith came to share my bed with her cou-
sins, her aunt wishing to rest herself, and
brought with her a lovely book which the
Gountess had lent her especially for my
benefit.
The book is an account of a Society
4t mother," who has a son born, after the
father's death; and,having a great objection
to boys, she makes up her mind to bring
up the child as a girl. This goes on until
the child becomes a Society young lady of
seventeen, whose long glossy hair and
lovely face make u her " quite a reigning
beauty, with whom all the young men are
madly in love.
Meanwhile the mother encourages wt her"
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to think of nothing but dress And amuse-
ments, and while u she " revels in the
luxury of the most expensive corsets and
delicate underclothing, " her " one trouble
is "that " she cannot have u her " evening
dresses cut fashionably low, as in spite of
the use of massage, etc., the bust refusesto
become as full as u she " desires.
With this as a starting-point you can
easily see that all sorts of risky and vo-
luptuous scenes are bound sooner or later
to arise. It begins by the lady's-maid, who
dresses 4t Mademoiselle," conceiving a vio-
lent desire for this pretty boy, the sight of
whose rapidly-growing " prick," fringed
with dark curling hair, causes her to thrill
with sensuality when she fceesit every
morning and evening in dressing her
charge, or still more, in rendering assistance
during the bath.
" Mademoiselle " herself is astonished to
find that the sight of other girls, to whose
bed-rooms kt she " is of course Ireely ad-
mitted, when in a state of undress and semi-
nudity, causes her " prick " to throb and
stiffen, in a way t; she " cannot understand.
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This naturally ends in the lady's-maid
revealing to " Her " the use for which the
pretty little "•rammer" is intended; and
after experimenting with the maid, it is not
hard to guess that " she " very soon tries
'playing the same game with some of u her "
girl friends. These naturally find some*-
.thing deliciously spicy in the contrast be-
tween the daintily ieminine appearance of
this elegant " girl," who nevertheless
possesses the " one thing needful " to
enable •" her " to play the part of a man.
There are also some charmingly sugges-
tive scenes in which the young men, with
whom " she " is always coquettishly flirt-
ing, try to persuadeiaer to let them come to
" her " bed-room and lipoke" Aer, an offer
which " she " always laughingly declines.
It is certainly, t) my idea, a delighl'ully
u upside-down " conception to have a man,
who believes himself to be a girl, dressed
always in the height ot ieminine fashion,
and wearing the daintiest chemises, corsets,
gloves and stockings that Paris can produce.
The climax comes when one day one of
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the lovers, growing bolder that! the rest*
forces his way into 4t her " bedroom, and
there finds " his sweetheart " on top of his
own sister^ " poking " her in the heartiest
way imaginable. At first he is horrified, as
he fancies that it is case of " Lesbianism,'♦
but when he sees that the dainty little
" prick " is a real one and not a dildoe, he
is more and more astonished, and cannot
make it out at all.
Then follows an explanation which ends
in the 4t lover " promising to keep the
secret, and offering to take this feminine
boy round Paris, to enjoy some oi the
numerous lascivious pleasures, which are
easily to be found by those who know how
to enjoy them.
The " boy " remains far too feminine in
all his tastes to give up wearing his female
dress, especially as it causes him the spiciest
enjoyment to find himself still made ardent
love to by men who still imagine him to be
a girl.
He next forms, what is supposed to be a
" literary society," among his girl friends,
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who arrange to meet once a week at one
another's houses. The real object of the
Society however is " fucking," to use rather
a coarse, but descriptive word; and he soon
proves to them that if he is a girl in dress
and tastes, his manly instrument is at any
rate a most substantial one which it would
need to be, to satisfy the eager lusts of a
dozen or more eager girls, who had just
reached the age when the gratification of
their sensual desires is almost a matter of
necessity; for a girl of that age is like a
bitch " on heat," and if she cannot have a,
man or a dU4oe to satisfy the clamouring of
her fleshly lusts, it is very apt seriously ta
affect her health.
The u Literary Society " soon formed
itself into a Qlub, and took comfortable
premises, most luxuriously furnished, with
a library of the bawdiest and most immoral
books in several languages, while the walls
were covered with paintings of the most
lascivious scenes imaginable, And among
these wa§ a wr^ole series dealing with
" bestiality," niany of which, my deal?
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Ethel, were reproduced in the book itself.
There was one of a lovely girl being
crammed by the tc cock " of a huge St.
Bernard dog; while another girl, lying on a
very narrow couch, had a donkey standing
over her, u poking " her with a gigantic
instrument as big as a rolling-pin.
This has been a very long letter, my dear
Ethel, and I hope I have not shocked you
too much in describing to you so many
lascivious scenes.
By the way, when you try tickling your-
self, be sure and take up a position in front
of a big looking-glass, so that you can watch
the action of the fingers in the fct cunt," as
well as the motions of the body. You will
find this add greatly to the spiciness of a
solitary tl frig " and if you can read a
naughty book at the same time, so much
the better, as it will make you feel nice and
u randy " and wilj ensure your u coming "
properly.
Ever your loving
Blanche.
LETTER VI
My dearest Ethel,
I am afraid it is a long time since I written
you one of my long letters, which is all the
more disgraceful of me, as I know there are
several jolly letters of yours unanswered.
In a very little while now, however, I shall
be back for the holidays, and then we can
have a really good time together.
I was very much interested in your account;
of your first attempts to u tickle " yourself,
and I am not at all surprised that you
describe your sensations as t; perfectly
lovely" as you say that you had no difficulty
in finding the " little button " in your
pussie, the fondling of which causes sucl}
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exquisite pleasure, and that it stood up firm
and stiff under the touch of your fingers,
almost like the point of one of your
tl tiddies." That is good news, dearest, for
it means that you have a disposition
specially inclined to all the pleasures of
sensuality, and I am certain that, when I
am there to teach you all about it, you will
get the same heavenly enjoyment that I have
been experiencing ever since my first kt ini-
tiation/'
Do you remember my telling you of the
little thirteen-year-old girl, who was so
delighted at my promise to let her sleep
wi& me one night? Her name is Suzette,
ancj she is the dearest little girl imaginable.
When she is in bed with one, her soft kisses
and tiny tickling fingers go all over ones
body in the most delicious way, and when
her cjear little right hand at last finds the
centra of delight, the effect is perfectly in-
describable, for she has such a baby hand,
that all lour fingers go in at once, and she
knows how to cause a separate and special
pleasure with each one of them. Her own
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little nest is so small, that I have to return
the compliment with my little finger, and
even that is rather a tight fit. I am hoping
that I shall be allowed by her parents to
bring her to England to spend part, at any
rate, of the holiday with me.
It is a funny thing how different girls are!
Suzette is as naughty as ever she can be in
act, and yet in word, she is the most per-
fectly modest and innocent child imagin-
able! Edith—the Countess's niece—on the
other hand, is just the opposite, and at the
last tc Lesbian " meeting, she kept us all in
fits of laughter with some of her droll
stories, which are not exactly smutty, but
are generally awfully suggestive, which for
my part I think much nicer. I can only
remember one or two of them, but these I
may as well try and tell you.
Some people wrere trying table-turning,
but were only able to find a rather heavy,
clumsy table, with several drawers in it,
which is not of course a very suitable one
for the purpose.
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One of the party, who was a spiritualist,
stood by, interpreting the meaning of the
table's movements.
At last one of the table-turners put the
question to the table : " What is my wife
doing at the present moment? "
At this the table gave a tremendous heave
and finally tumbled right over on the floor,
dragging some of the party with it,
" And what is the interpretation of that?"
asked the husband, picking himself up from
the floor,
The spiritualist looked very embarrassed,
and said nothing. The question was re-
peated, and then he said, pointing to the
table : " I really must leave you to judge of
the meaning for yourself."
The table was lying on its back, with its
drawers open, and one ot the men was lying
right on top of it, in between its legs,
As this fact dawned upon the company, it
can easily be imagined that they were soon
in fits of laughter, with the exception of the
husband, who seemed to fail to see the joke.
Another stpry of hers is of a pretty girl,
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who, for the sake of a very good-looking
curate, was won't to fulfil the office of
Sunday-school teacher, in spite of the risk
of damage to her beautiful Sunday clothes.
One day she found herself in the middle of
the story Joseph and Putiphar's wife.
Taking for granted that the children did not
understand it, she rashly asked one of the
boys what he would have done, if he had
been in Joseph's place?
" Please, Teacher, I'd have been hup'er
like a knife " was the unexpected reply ;
whereupon the whole class rose, and began
to sing the following hymn ;
" Father's got the cricket-bali
And mother's got the wicket;
And when they go to bed at night
They play a game of cricket."
Sipce then she has attended Sunday-
school no more, but prefers to spoon the
curate at afternoon tea.
And now I want to tell you about rather
a curious thing that has happened, only
you are so delightfully innocent that 1
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scarcely know how to explain it to you.
You know that it is quite a common tiling
for a man to "keep " a girl as a tl mistress'*
or u cocotte," on whom he lavishes money
and presents, while she in return ministers
in every possible way to his sensual desires!
Even in pious. London this goes on, and in
St. John's Wood, and at Richmond many a
dainty little house with an exquisitely
dressed mistress bears witness to the
genuine piety of the London County Coun-
cillors! In Paris, on the other hand, every
man without exception, who can afford it,
keeps one or more " cocottes " and these
are to be seen driving every day in the most
splendid carriages, or displaying their
beautiful busts and shoulders in the most
gorgeous costumes at the Theatre or Opera,
Their photos are in every shop-window,
their doings are freely discussed in the
papers, some of which make a speciality of
giving lull accounts of their midnight
supper-parties, which start with all the
guests most correctly and beautifully
dressed, and end with their all being still
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fcnore beautifully undressed. Ladies of
fashion discuss them quite freely pointing
out to one another the frail beauties kept
by their respective husbands, and imitating
them not only in dress and manner, but as
far as'they know how, in their lascivious
behaviour in the privacy of their bed-room,
And now, I suppose, you will exclaim t
" What is the girl driving at? "
Why just at this, my dear Ethel, which I
could not very well explain without leading
up to it rather gently. In Paris it is getting
almost as common for a beautiful girl to be
*l kept" by some leading society woman as
by a man! Does that take your breath
away, dearest? Because if so, prepare for
another gasp. The fact is that the Countess
has fallen completely in love with me; and
though she cannot have me altogether to
live with her, as she would like, Madame
allows me to spend a day and a night with
her every week, during which she lavishes
on me the u economies of love " that she
has been saving up all the week. She has
had a lovely bed-room fitted up in her house
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especially fpr me, the walls and ceiling of
which are covered with mirrors, inter-
spersed with the most suggestive and vo-
luptuous pictures. The floor is so thickly
carpeted that one might sleep on it without
discomfort, and is strewn everywhere with
the softest and most luxurious satin
cushions. The bed itself is a triumph of
voluptuous elegance, and the room is filled
continually with the most delicious and
intoxicating perfumes. The large hanging-
cupboards and chest of drawers are filled
with the most lovely improper costumes—
transparent chemises, openwork tights, lace
drawers, satin-corsets, etc., in which we
array ourselves when we retire there for an
evening's pleasure. When I tell you that
she has taken into her service the two
naughty children whose performance I
described in my last letter, and that their
special duty is to wait on me when I am
there, you can imagine that we have a most
delightfully naughty time, when we are
together.
I generally go to her on friday evening,
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^aild stay with her till Saturday night;
\Vhen 1 arrive I find the two children wait-
ing for me dressed as pages in " tights,"
and low satin bodices, with their long hair
hanging almost to the waist.
They conduct me to my bed^roofn and
ton dress me—a task which pleases them
both immensely, but especially the boy,
whose tights instantly betray the move-
ments of his precociously developed il flute."
When I am quite undressed, they conduct
me to the splendid bath-room that opens out
of the bed-room, and there the Countess's
own maid helps me to enjoy the delicious
sensations of a hot and heavily perfumed
bath. After this I am dried and massaged,
by the clever maid, and my hair is care-
fully done up in the latest fashionable style;
I then select the costume that I am going
to wear, and to give you some idea of the
way we dress at these select little dinners, I
will describe to you what I wore the last
time I went there.
The colours 1 decided on were pink and
black, and accordingly a chemise of the
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thinnest black chiffon was brought me, with
big bows of pink ribbon to act as shoulder-
straps, and with a trimming of the same
found the u decolletage "■ of the neck,
Black openwork silk stockings, with pink
and black satin garters were finished off
With very pointed shoes of pink kid with
immense Louis XV heels. A pair of pink
kid gloves sewn with black and reaching to
the elbow completed a costume, which
sounds perhaps rather gloomy, because,
there seems to be a good deal more black
than pink in it; but, if you ever try wearing
a thin black chiffon chemise, you will find
that your body supplies the pink, which the
faint black of the chiffon only serves to
heighten.
When I was thus arrayed the pages ran
off to fetch their mistress, who was im-
patiently waiting in her own room. She
arrived in similar costume, only the colours
she wore were light-blue and a very pale
shade of caf6-au-lait.
In a moment we are clasped in one
another's arms, the contact of our naked
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bodies—for chiffon is as good as nothing—
causing the most delightful shivers of
pleasure to run all over us as we imprint
long and lascivious kisses on one another's
lips,
We do not however take any further
liberties with each other, as the dinner is
served almost immediately, at which we
are waited on by the two pages, though the
boy finds the sight of our beauties so en-
trancing that he can scarcely walk owing to
the pressure of his u dolly " against the
tights.
Meanwhile we excite ourselves with the
highly-seasoned viands, washed down with
liberal draughts of champagne, in which
the pages share, until we are all in su£h a
state of lire that we rush into each others
arms in an absolute fury of sexual desire.
Then follow a series of the most voluptuous
scenes that can possibly be imagined, the
Countess continually discovering some new
means of heightening the pleasure.
On the Saturday morning the Countess
generally drives me out in her carriage, and
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we make a tour of the shops, in the course
of which she is only too delighted to buy
me anything and everything that I may take
a fancy to. The result is that I have now a
large collection of the loveliest hats, stocks
ings, handkerchiefs, gloves, etc., that you
can possibly imagine, and I am sure you
Will be perfectly enraptured when you see
them. The other girls in the Lesbian Club
were at first quite mad with envy of me on
account of my good fortune, but as I often
pass on some of the Countess's presents to
them, they are beginning to get reconciled
to my intimacy with her.
Thanks to her various introductions, I
have been going into Society a good deal^
and I am gradually learning what an im-
mense amount of sensuality there is Under-1
lying almost every Society function. At a
ball, for instance, everything that can pos-
sibly excite the passions is carefully provid-
ed. The soft, but brilliant lights, the
heavy perfume of the flowers and the slow
languorous strains of the waltz music, all
tend to arouse the sexual portion of the
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brain. The costly dresses of the women*}
leaving the bust and shoulders naked, so
that the maddening perfume of her very
body rises to the nostrils of her partner tend
to excite the men to the utmost pitch; while ?
the soft touch of their delicate kid gloves
and the thrill of the warm body inside the
tightly-laced corset, as his arm encircles her
waist, still further heightens the lascivious
effect.
One lovely evening gown which the
Countess gave me is really shockingly low
cut and so thin that when 1 waltz the move-
ment of the air holds it against my body in
such a way that the outline oi the legs and
" ventre " show as plainly as if they were
in tights. The Countess's favourite amuse-
ment is to watch me dancing in this dress
with some young and susceptible partner .
whose trousers soon begin to assume a
more and more distorted appearance, until
by a slight turn of the body I let him see
the rosy points of my tc tiddies," erect and
firm at the thought of the effect I am pro-
ducing. This generally fetches out his
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*l- dolly " so far that I can feel its head
against my leg, and at that stage I generally
think it safer to let him conduct me into a
quiet corner, where his conversation, as a
rule, soon betrays the hot and passionate
lust that is consuming him.
All this is great fun, both in exciting the
men oneself and also in watching the in-
trigues and flirtations of other naughty
touples. One thing, by the way, that I
have learnt from the Countess is that, when
you sit out with a man on the stairs, you
should always sit a step or two below him^
for then a dexterous bend or two will open
your corsage in such a way that he can see
not only your tiddies, but far down below
them—a sight which is certain to cause him
keen enjoyment. On the other hand, if you
are entertaining a man in your boudoir, you
should lie on a sopha or on a long chair,
and let him sit in a low chair at your feet,
when by a little thoughtless lifting of the
knees, etc., you will give him a view of
quite a different, but no less enchanting,
portion of your person.
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Another thing the Countess has taught
me is, in dressing for a ball, to wear plenty
of soft frothy petticoats, but no drawers;
for when a man's hands begin to wander
gently up your leg towards the garters and
higher—as often happens to me when 1 am
at a ball and am sitting out a dance with
some nice fellow in % quiet corner—he loves
to come in contact with the delicate texture
of luxurious petticoats, but is sadly disap-
pointed if his fingers cannot at last find the
cave of delight for which they are seeking.
If he does this wh@n you are lying on a sofa
or long chair I nee.d not warn you that you
must protest most vigorously, and entreat
him to desist, while at the same time a few
cunning movements will serve to lift your
petticoats higher and higher, so has to give
him a better view of the treasures concealed
within, thereby inflaming him to a more
vigorous attack upon your ^ virtuous '*
scruples.
In fact, as you may imagine, I am now
doing every thing to induce, men to take,
improper liberties, with m^ and try to bQ
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*c poked " by as many different u pricks
as possible, and I must now describe to you
a delightful scene which took place one day
when I reached the Countess's house a good
deal earlier in the afternoon than I was
expected. •
The pages conducted me to my bed-room,
and there I lay down upon a most luxurious
couch, to read the " Don Juan " a very
wicked paper, until the Countess came in
from her drive. Presently the door was
opened by the wicked pages to admit a very
pretty boy between fifteen and sixteen years
old, who I learned was a cousin of the
Countess, paying her a brief visit from
school. The pages shut the door and left
him all alone with me, blushing very
charmingly with embarrassment at his un-
expected situation.
I had only thrown off my hat, which lay
on a chair, and was otherwise dressed just
as I had come in from the street. My tiny
arched shoes with their sharp points and
tall slender heels were thrust negligently
out a frou-frou pf white petticoats, which
were pulled up high enough to disclose the
skin of a dainty pink ankle, peeping through
the windows of a black open-work stocking.
I saw his gaze wander gradually up from
there to my very tightly corseted waist,
above which my bust stood out most vo-
luptuously, being lifted up by one qf the
cushions on which I lay, in such a manner
that not only the big round globes but also
the sturdy little "' pricks " showed plainly
and attractively beneath the thin well-
fitting-corsage. My hands were gloved to
the elbow in spotless lavender kid that fitted
without a wrinkle, and the slight disorder
of my hair dit not, I fancy, serve to make it
look any fess attractive.
From his increasing blushes I saw that he
was somewhat troubled in the seat of his
emotions, and so I asked him to sit down,
and chatted with* him on various topics,
leading them gradually round to the paper I
held in my hand, the illustrations of which,
being mainly of pretty girls, all in attractive
forms of undress or no dress at all, were,
calculated to increase rather xli^Q diminish
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the vague desires with which he was be-
ginning to burn. When I could see from
the flash in his lovely eyes that he was
beginning to feel really naughty, a fact
which my sly glances at his trousers fully
confirmed. I suggested that he should help
me to take off my gloves, as it was rather
hot.
The voluptuous feeling of the soft kid,
warm with the glow of the iemine hand it
had so tightly clasped, caused him such
exquisite thrills of pleasure and desire, that
he lingered a long time over this evidently
delightful task.
I laughingly complimented him on being
so excellent a lady's maid, and suggested
that perhaps he would like to take off my
shoes as well. His sensuality was now so
thoroughly aroused that he took the tiny
slipper in his hand, and having gently and
caressingly drawn it off, he imprinted a
Jong lascivious kiss upon the rosy instep,
which stood arched up beneath its flimsy
covering.
In doing this to the second foot, he lifted
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it so high to his lips that he caught a
glimpse of the pink and black satin garters
clasping my leg above the knee. u May I
not take off those as well ? " he asked with
a still more violent blush; to which I of
course replied : tc Certainly not, you dreads
fully naughty boy." But as I smiled at him
while I said it, and at the same time gently
pulled up my skirts so as to give him a full
view of these dainty circlets, being a youth
of sense, in spite of his innocence and
shyness, he took this as being the permis^
sion it was meant to be, and in a few
minutes the garters were off, and, having
kissed them, he placed one upon his head
as a sort of crown, while he continued from
time to time to caress the legs from which
he had taken them.
Now, it is a whim of my protectress that
I should always wear very long opera-
stockings, reaching right up to my—ahem
(as 1 have become a shameless lt Society
whore," I was going to say my t% arse," but
remembering yqu are so delightfully inno-
8
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cent yet, I have been afraid to shock you,
dear!) So, when I had tantalized my pretty
boy a little longer I said : " Weil, aren't
you going to finish the job and take off the
stockings too? "
He looked about quite bewildered as to
how to begin, so at last I said : " Well,
flon't you know how to take off a pair of
stockings yet? "
" 1—I know how to take off my own "
he stammered,
u How do you do it? " I enquired,
" Peel them downwards from the top "
he answered in a very low voice.
" Quite right," I said, " Why don't you
do it? "
His look of puzzled modesty at this was
most amusing, and I don't think that I ever
in my life felt anything so delicious as my
sensations during those next few minutes.
Very slowly and cautiously his hands stole
up my thighs, expecting every moment to
find the stockings come to an end, and
going slower and slower, the nearer they
got to my love-nest, which was by this time
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getting so hot that the scent of Rhine
violets, with which I always perfume it in
accordance with the Countess's wishes—and
by no means against my own, —was wafted
so strongly in his face as to almost over-
power him with voluptuous and lustful
feelings, which it excited in his innocent
and inexperienced mind. For my part, his
modesty and blushing awkwardness made
the pleasure caused by the soft tickling of
his fingers, as they gradually approached
my burning grotto, a thousand times greater
than if he had beqa the most knowing
expert of vice in existence.
At last, just at the warm spot wJhere the
body meets the thighs, his fingers touched
the top of the stocking, while at the same
moment his hand came in contact with the
curves of my over-hanging ^ ventre," and
brushed against the soft tufts of down that
fringe the entrance to my 4tpussie." The
start which he gave at this quite unexpected
discovery showed clearly enough that this
was his first introduction to the mysteries
of the mechanism of the feminine person,
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while the shivers ot pleasure that ran all
over his body showed how strongly they
affected him.
As he pulled gently at the rim of the
stocking I pressed my thighs close together
to prevent his being able to draw the stock-
ing dawnwards, and in so doing I im-
prisoned his little finger, thereby obliging
his hand to remain in its soft warm resting
place, his faint struggles to get free causing
me the most exquisite tickling that can
possibly be imagined.
Glancing coquettishly at him, I said :
u Why don't you pull my stockings down>"
u Because 1 can't " he answered, blushing
more than ever.
"Perhaps something has caught them
and you better look and see what it is " I
said and, gently lifting up the skirt and
petticoats and releasing at the same time
his naughty hand, I opened my legs wide
apart and gave him a full view of the beauty
spot where it had been imprisoned.
I remained like that with my clothes up
for a few minutes, fully exposing myself,
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and noticed with delight he sudden bound
given by his boyish " ramrod " inside the
trousers, which now stood out in so frank
and undisguised a fashion, that I could not
refrain from putting out my hand and feel-
ing its sturdy head, the throbbing of which
was plainly felt through his trousers. Then,
with a hasty movement of assumed modesty,
I pulled down my skirt, and said : " I am
afraid you are a dreadfully naughty boy ! —
I hope you did not look right up under my
petticoats!
For a moment he did not know what to
do, but at last, seeing my smiling face and
outstretched arms, he embraced me, return-
ing with all the ardour of which he was
capable the burning kiss that I imprinted,
with all the lascivious sensuality that the
scene had aroused in my breast, on his
panting lips.
tfc And now you must go, Baby " 1 said
to him u for I am really going to undress
in earnest." And saying this, I rose from
the couch and began unbuttoning my cor-
sage.
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u Mayn't I help you?" he asked wistfully,
as he perceived that a few moments would
serve 10 set free the two great globes, which
were already straining to get free from the
restraint of the corset.
u Certainly not " I answered, throwing
open the bodice, so that the beginning of
the bust showed plainly under the lace of
the chemise. On this he greedily fixed his
eyes, and another moment or two served to
unfasten the skirt, so that I stood before
him in corset and petticoats—both peing of
the nioSt exquisite and voluptuous kind that
Paris can produce.
"What? Still there?" I said, as I noticed
that he showed no signs of departing.
u Very well; then you must sit down and
turn your head the other way, because it
would never do for a boy like you to know
what a girl looks like when she is un-
dressed." Saying this I turned him round
and, after giving him a voluptuous kiss on
his rosy lips, sat him down in a chair
straight opposite a mirror in which I had
been all the time contemplating myself.
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Unfastening now the petticoats,, I held
them up with my hands for a few moments,,
telling him that he must not look in the
glast., as I could not allow him to see me in
my drawers. As I intended, this had the
effect of making him glue his eyes to my
reflection in the glass and as 1 let the dainty
underwear sink to the ground: uOh dear!"
I exclaimed u I quite forgot that I had no
drawers on! " but he had, I fancy, discover-
ed the fact in his previous explorations.
I was now clad in a pink satin corset,
clasping my tiny waist over a perfectly
transparent chemise of black gauze, through
which my long stockings were perfectly
visible, while the tinted marble of my ventre
showed up in voluptuous contrast to the
curly home of Venus between my thighs.
Feasting his eyes on the reflection of this
in the mirror, he remained absolutely
entranced by the sight of this to him quiie
novel spectacle of female nudity.
My efforts to unlace my very tight corset
were of course quite fruitless, and so I had
to ask my youthlul companion whether he
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Was good at Untying knots. At this he
turned round, and positively staggered
when he came near enough to perceive the
intoxicating perfume, half natural, half arti-
ficial that exhaled from my warm body.
Presenting my back to him, I could see
in the glass his eyes fall lovingly upon my
two plump cheeks, while his hands
fumbled, not so clumsily as I expected, at
the stay lace. Presently it was really un-
done, and as the pressure on my body
slowly relaxed, I unfastened the front hooks,
and was left in the most naked of all states
of nudity— a transparent chemise.
Luckily for me I knew I had nothing to
fear from the loss of the corset, for my
breasts stand up as high and firm, and my
waist is almost as slender without them, as
with them. And as I looked in the mirror
I could not help thinking that this lucky
school boy was decidedly to be envied in
making his first discoveries of sexual
mysteries under such unusually voluptuous
circumstances. At every movement my
plump nudities stood out in such a way as
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alftiost to brush against him, while the feel-
ings which his modesty excited in me
brought it about that I looked far prettier"
at that moment than I had ever looked
before.
I an ecstasy of excited passion, he flung
himself at my feet, and began once more to
kiss them through the stockings with hot
burning kisses. Lifting him up and seeing
the pitiable state of his fct staff of mand-
hood," I—yes, dear, with my own hands!
—gently began to unfasten his trousers,
which soon fell off, and were quickly
followed by everything else except a co-
quettish little " jersey " scarcely reaching
to his hips, below which, his pretty instru-
ment stood up very shy and embarrassed,
and yet apparently bent upon doing its duty
manfully, whenever it should be called
upon.
Standing hand in hand before the mirror,
I bade him notice the difference between us
though I observed that his eyes were so
busy looking at my private domain, that he
had no eyes for his own sturdy little
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" trunk " with its sprouting undergrowth*
In a short time both our eyes were so
flashing with amorous desire that it seemed
a shame to make him wait any longer.
" Get into bed, Baby*" I said, 4t and I
will join you in a minute."
He did not require much pressing, and in
another moment he was nestling in the
luxurious down cushions of the most vo^
luptuous bed that money could buy.
Without delay I crept in beside him, and
lifting up the chemise to the height of my
loins, I clasped him in my arms, so that the
point of his " dolly " was jgently kissing my
thighs close to the pussie.
In this position we kissed and cuddled
for some time, until I plainly perceived that
he did not know how to fulfil his share of the
task. Thereupon I slid my hand down and
gently clasping his " dolly," I tickled and
caressed it, until it was nearly double its
former size. Then, guiding it to the lips of
my glowing nest, I clasped my arms round
him, very gently drawing him towards me,
thereby causing his bow-sprit to slide very
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slowly onwards into its haven. Never shall
I forget the look of pleasure which now
began to overspread his pretty face, when
he at last found his manly spade digging in
its proper soil. To prolong his pleasure as
much as possible, I made him work very
slowly at first, softly tickling his spine, and
kissing his lips in the most lascivious
manner possible. Soon however the frenzy
of love began to overtake him, and his
movements quickened, as my eager pussie
sucked him further and further in, our
bodies twisting and writhing in our ex-
quisite, and to him hitherto unsuspected,
contest of delight.
You cannot imagine how delicious it was
to feel his firm white boyish limbs pressing
against mine, while the plumpness of my
breasts, thighs and ventre evidently caused
him the most voluptuous'sensations.
Just as we were reaching the supreme
moment, the door opened, and in walked
the Countess, much to my horror, for I
knew that she was very jealous of my allow-
ing anyone to have the enjoyment of my
charms except herself.
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Our look of ecstasy at the delightful Sen-
sations we were experiencing, however
caused her sensuality to get the better of
her jealousy, and tearing the bed-clothes
off us, she was just in time to see us in the
full transports of lt corning" together—an
experience so novel for the boy that he
could at first hardly realise the full rapture
of it.
She was so delighted with this spectacle,
and her sensuality was so much aroused^
that she quite forgive us, and after kissing
us both and ordering the pages to bring in
several bottles of champagne, she got her
maid to undress her and soon joined us in
bed, my young lover being placed between
her and myself, so that we might both
cuddle him.
Meanwhile the pages had brought the
champagne, so, kissing and caressing the
pretty boy, we began to prime him with it,
while the Countess and myself took good
care to have our full share of the wine, and
soon we became most lively and in the
proper mood to enjoy anything most li-
centious.
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We now began to initiate the boy to all
the mysteries and most refined practices of
love. But soon the wine made us mad
with lust and I will not relate to you, dear,
all that took place, for it would shock you
too much! Suffice it to say that we took a
sensual delight ,in corrupting this boy—only
a child yet!,—and that we both showed our-
selves as expert in all the forms of vice as if
we had been professional u prostitutes "
instead of being only u Society whores."
As for lt our " lover, he was called upon to
perform prodigies of lustful valour, of
which, considering he was only a beginner,
he acquitted himself most nobly; but at last
he was quite done up and, as the Countess
was ct gammerouging " him for the third
time, while I was " frigging " his bottom-
hole with two of mv fingers, which I had
inserted as far as they would go, he fainted
right off.
And now, dear, I must really bring this
letter to an end, as I shall be seeing you.
soon and shall be able to give you some
practical illustrations, which are far feeder
than any amount of description, Attd as
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among other lovely presents which the
Countess has given me is a marocco case
containing a set of four beautiful dildoes—
the most perfect that Paris can produce and
varying in size—with the smallest one I am
intending, if you are willing, to initiate you
into the mysteries of " poking," while the
largest, which I have not yet dared to use,
I am saving up. in the hope that you will
help me to summon up the courage to allow
you to put it into me. Besides this she has
given me a whole box of beautifully-bound
books on the most erotic and voluptuous
subjects, which you will certainly read with
interest and the lecture of which is sure to
increase your sensuality; and as to naughty
clothes, I have got simply dozens of open-
work tights, stockings and transparent
chemises, and some of these, I hope, you
will condescend to wear.
In fact I intend to make you as lascivious
as I am myself and hope that we shall soon
find some nice boys to " poke" us both.
And don't be afraid, dear, that, by showing
yourself rather loose and by allowing men
to take the fullest liberties with your person,
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you might compromise your future and will,
not be able later to find a husband, for on
the contrary a girl who is very fast attracts,
men like honey draws flies, and by becom-
ing a little t% Society whore " like me, you
are sure to have all the more men to propose,
to you. For my part I have had, since I
got into Society here in Paris, lots of pro-?
posals, and some of them came from m^n.
who had " had " me and who knew that
other men had "poked " me as well; some
men went even so far as to tell me that if \
married th^m they would leave' me the
fullest liberty to enjoy myself and " poke "
with whoever I should take a fancy to.
This, I know, will seem quae incredible tQ
you, but I assure you it is the perfect truth,
and there are many such husbands in Paris,
who not only wink at their wives open mis-,
conduct, but even do everything to induce
them to go ;n for the greatest excesses and
to give way altogether to their sexual pas-,
sions; and this, which qf course seems a^
very extraordinary way for a husband to act.
towards his wife, is done in the hope of
depraving the wife completely aad of mak^
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irtg her better ufit" to satisfy her husband's
vices! And by the way, after you have read
all the other books given to me by the
Countess, I shall lend you a one called ^My
married Life," in which you will read the
history of a woman whose husband takes a
delight in depraving : The more shameless,
the more wicked and the more cruel she
becomes, the more attached he gets to her!
It is a most awfull book, even more abo-
minable than de Sades's works in P>ench,
and some parts I find rather disgusting, but
for all that it is most interesting, first
because it is not like any other English
erotic book, but principally on account of
the strange philosophy pervading the work.
And now, dearest, I hope you do not
leave my letters lying about, as I fancy
they are scarcely the style of correspondence
that young ladies of my age are supposed
to indulge in, though I believe lots of other
girls are just as bad, only they are afraid of
being found out.
Ever your loving
Blanche.